Add to that, a long time friend working in the industry, but for another company, was let go in a series of corporate downsizing moves. We stay in touch so I called right away and that company went through the entire spiel about this is not performance based and when the economy improves we'd welcome you to apply again...blah, blah, blah.
My ego is feeling the attack acutely. Yesterday I came home feeling battered from multiple sides. I haven't had that feeling since I began the spiritual journey that I continue today. I have been blessed that I have been able to let go of depression and self-esteem issues along the way during this journey, but those feelings started creeping back in, which added to my dismay.
And then my son nearly squeezed the stuffing out of me and so many of those negative emotions disappeared that I was lifted to a more even level. But he couldn't stay there forever because he had company and wanted to get back to playing. Later, I got a chance to sit down with the internet and read one of my recent discoveries, the Good Vibe Blog from Jeannette Maw. Her blog is centered on the Law of Attraction and how to create the highest vibration in the universe and manifest the good in your life. In fact, the slogan on her website says, "Law of Attraction for the Real World.
I'm currently working on a Required Reading section of this blog and Jeannette's blog will be on that list. This is my public thank you for the work that her Good Vibe Blog does and what it's done for me to put me back on the journey to positivity.